my back hurts :( I had a long night of fitful sleep. I had way, WAY too much stuff on my mind last night. Teaching job, money for next summer, boy stuff, more boy stuff. After tossing for 2 hours, I finally got out of bed, got on my knees and said a prayer that God please take all of my insecurities away. I will wait for what he has planned for me. If I need to change, then change me. I someone else needs to change, I am willing to wait. I want to stop worrying about it all... Even now though, I find my chest getting tight just thinking about it all.
Yuck.
I'm going for a walk.
on the bright side, I'm down 2 more pounds. and I bought smaller clothes yesterday!!
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